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Life In New York: Part 2

As I have established already, I’m currently living in New York. Relocating was in my plans for a couple of years. Thinking about it is different from actually doing it. Was it possible to completely change my life around and leave Puerto Rico behind? The possibility of saying goodbye to where I called home for more than 16 years seemed scary yet so exciting. I had no clue how to actually pursue this dream alone – I only knew that I wanted it. Little did I know that God would open doors to make it possible and that I would actually make this dream a reality.

I remember all the hopes and dreams I had as a child growing up in New York. Though I’ve accomplished many I still have so much more I want to do. After so many years living in PR I thought it was going to be difficult to adjust back to NY, but the transition has been effortless. So here I am exploring New York once again but with many more aspirations and goals.

I live in Rockland County where I grew up. Nothing has changed much in this area. The scenery here is breathtaking, everything offers a picture-perfect moment. I’ve been catching up with old friends and reminiscing on the past especially on the traumas growing up in a Pentecostal religion (inside joke). One of my worries from moving to NY was finding a church were I’d feel free and comfortable. Fortunately, I did and I’m very happy about that.

Life in Rockland is very slow and tranquil though I love excitement that’s why I enjoy escaping to NYC. NYC is without a doubt the city that never sleeps. I’m in love with the beautiful architectures.

The city is so full of life, energy and people that my problems are just one out of millions. I tend to be very observant, and I enjoy watching how each person goes about life. Everyone in NYC has a distant background, culture, life experiences, beliefs and they are living within the busy bustle of the NYC lifestyle.

NYC makes me feel so creative. New York is definitely the perfect place to go if you need creative inspiration and a personal wake-up call.

Be Lovely, Be You

Charlene Gonzalez

Life in New York: Part 1 

When I made my decision to move to New York I had the clear intention of fighting harder than ever for my goals. As they say, if you make it in New York you can make it anywhere. I have accomplished great things already so I know more will come. 

It feels great to be back home where I was born and raised. Though I’m not going to lie, I do miss a lot in Puerto Rico. Many have questioned my decision and even though a tiny part of me is a bit scared I don’t regret it at all. In life the only regrets you should have are the decisions you didn’t make. I never want to look back and think “what if”. Whether I triumph or fail I’m happy I took a risk. I’m single and don’t have kids, so I have to take full advantage of my freedom. 

There’s so much I want to do and explore in NY. I’ve been making the most of every opportunity and meeting amazing people. 

I continue to do what I did in Puerto Rico as an influencer, content creator, social media manager and digital strategist. I was managing a few projects from PR in NY and they were successfully accomplished. I’m now more focused on my personal projects and creating content/managing social media for a fashion & beauty brand in NYC. 

I love New York City! There’s just so much to see and do! Though I’m not going to lie…the crime does scare me a bit but don’t worry this petite latina is always on the lookout ready to fight and defend herself. 

In every corner of the city you’ll find a perfect instagram photo moment like this beautiful flower cart. 

When it comes to my love life…..dating is a lot harder in NY than I thought it would be. I’m also not really putting myself out there too much but it kind seems that men here have the same goals as the men in Puerto Rico, no commitment and just a fun time. That’s definitely not the type of woman I am. Though I’ve got to say there are many more great options here, especially in NYC. I’m not into men that have no passion and are stuck in comfort zones. I love goal oriented, ambitious, passionate, supportive and driven men. I won’t settle for any man just not to be single. I need assurance. I’m content with my own company so the relationship better be as good or better than the relationship I have with myself.

Besides spending lots of time in NY I also visited Mohegan Sun in Connecticut for a Josh Gotham concert I was invited to. Honestly, I never really listened to his music before but wow that night I became a fan. He puts on a great show and his music is amazing. While at Mohegan Sun I ate at Tao. It’s delicious I fully recommend it. 

Now onto another road trip, this time to Pennsylvania to see the show “David” at Sight & Sound Theatre. This show completely blew me away. It was just spectacular. It’s a must see.

On this trip I also visited an Amish town. One day I would love to interview an Amish family, learn about them and know how they can live the way they do in our modern world. Funny story; while at a restaurant there were some Amish teens staring at me and acting in awe as if they never saw a woman before. It was so hilarious because they literally acted like little schools boys with a crush. It was so cute.

So, I’ll end part 1 of my life in New York series here. Say tuned for part two with a lot more chisme. 

Be Lovely, Be You 

Charlene Gonzalez 

Sharing Something Personal…..

Sharing personal stories and opening up isn’t easy. I know I haven’t posted in a while after I promised to be consistent, but I’ve been dealing with a serious personal family matter which has greatly affected me, mentally and emotionally. Not only have I been very affected but also drained. Taking care of my mental health has always been a priority even if that means taking breaks and disconnecting to process my emotions, I’m going to do it. Though I haven’t been consistent on the blog I have been a bit more on Instagram. I’ve been mentally blocked, so I didn’t feel inspired to write a blog post nor did I want to write about anything pointless. In my life I’ve been through a lot, and I must honestly say this situation has hit me the hardest. I have always been open about my life and experiences but this time I’ve decided to keep it to myself especially because there are other individuals involved. One day I will open up and share my story because I know many have been or are going through a similar situation. Even though I’ve been told that since I have a big platform and am a influencer, I should share this situation which will inspire many but I’m still in the process of accepting and healing. When I’m ready I promise I will share details because I am embracing my story.

I’ve got to say that having a career on the internet-social media isn’t easy when you go through difficult circumstances because being happy or being yourself is hard. If there’s one thing about me is that I can’t be fake or pretend. I’m 100% authentic.   I also don’t like to share anything dark and depressing. There’s so much going on in everyone’s lives and in the world that sharing positive content is very important to me. One thing about me and which has brought me a lot of success is that I’m very responsible and a big perfectionist. Since I haven’t been at my best, I even put brand sponsorships on hold. I had been focusing on other projects where I didn’t have to show much of myself.  Everyone goes through different processes, and some aren’t ready to speak about it. That’s something that should be understood and respected. I don’t want to be forced into talking about anything. In my journey through life I’ve learned that no matter what you share even if you have the real facts people will believe what they want to believe.  And they will always have their own opinions and conclusions. So, I’ve learned to be careful of what I share. AND when I share my story it’s not for pity or attention, it’s to inspire.

I will never forget an experience I had many years ago. If you follow me for a while, you know that I love to help others and be involved in social initiatives that will have a positive impact. So, I created a special project to visit children and teen shelters to bring them gifts, love and give them a fun time. During that period someone in the industry started spreading comments saying I had only created that project because I wanted attention and fame. That was so far from the reality because projects like that have been my mission and goal even in my childhood. Honestly, even though I share a lot about fashion and beauty I can truly care less about it because there are more important things in life and there’s a lot of need in our world. That day I learned that whether you do good or bad people will ALWAYS criticize. That’s why I’m super careful about what I share and I’m careful about the energy I surround myself in.

We all face different circumstances and have our own journey in life. The way everyone faces those circumstances should be respected. One thing is for sure, there’s never anything we can’t handle. My goal through everything I face is to be a better person each day, do good and live as peacefully as I can.

On another note, soon we celebrate Lovely Chicas 10th anniversary. Wow, I can’t believe its going to be 10 years. Lovely Chicas has been my biggest life project. During this time, I’ve been reflecting on which direction I want to continue in, even though my mission will always be to inspire, empower and continue being an advocate and very outspoken on social issues, women’s rights, mental health issues, bullying-cyberbullying and more. I’m very thankful for this platform and will always use it for good. Though I’ve taken a break and may not be the same Charlene as before I promise the best is yet to come.

With all that being said… remember to be good, kind, tolerant; BE LOVELY, BE YOU!

Charlene Gonzalez

Overcoming Shyness through Blogging 

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If there is a decision I’ll never regret it’s creating this blog. It took me a while of indecision and battling fear to officially start my blog, but it was one of the best decisions I could have made. I started blogging almost 10 years ago. I had no idea what I was getting myself into from all the work, time and dedication it requires to the fact that it would become one of the biggest passions which I love it so much.

I can list stories about my past life which led me to create this blog…. from feeling like I didn’t have a voice, being envied and bullied, dealing with family traumas, overcoming heartbreak, wanting to break superficiality and much more.

Everything led me to create a special platform where I could share my voice and be myself with the goal to empower and inspire many. As I look back to when I began, I was a shy introverted girl, lacking confidence and full of fears. Speaking on camara or in font of large crowds terrified me. Even singing in church caused me so much stress. My extreme shyness, negative thoughts and lack of self-confidence were barriers that held me back from trying to achieve my goals. The battle I faced to publish my blog was mainly because I knew that I’d have to break free from those blocks, be vulnerable and expose who I was, so I decided to challenge myself.

Funny thing though, I thought having an online blog would be less social because it’s the internet, so I’d just create my content from behind a computer and that was all? I was so very wrong. It turned out that being a blogger required a lot of interaction. My life converted into a super social life of networking, attending events and more.

Through my journey as a blogger, I’ve had so many amazing opportunities and experiences. We can be our biggest enemy sometimes. If I would have held onto all my fears, I would have never accomplished my goals or be who I am today.

I’m not even 1% of the person I use to be. My shyness is gone, and I’ve gained so much self- confidence. Never in my dreams would I have imagined I’d accomplish what I have.

I’ve been a speaker for big events, have been interviewed on TV & radio, I’ve been nominated for various awards, featured in magazines, newspapers, and billboards. I have worked with over 100 brands; I’ve led teen conferences and have even hosted influencer events.

From being extremely shy, now I’m a very social person.  To me blogging has been life changing.

I share my story because being scared and shy doesn’t get you anywhere. If you want to accomplish anything in life face your fears head on and go for it. Trust me, when you face those blockages, life leads you through an amazing journey.

Be Lovely, Be You

Charlene Gonzalez

You are Enough, Stop Comparing Yourself to Others

Have you ever compared your life to someone else’s only to feel discouraged, disappointed and insecure? We’ve all had moments when we question our self-worth. Believe me, I’ve been there many times.

No matter who you are or your walk-in life, it’s easy to get lost in the social-media-obsessed world we live in and find ourselves feeling we aren’t enough.

The biggest epidemic is the disease of comparison. With the rise of social media more and more people are finding themselves comparing their lives to the highlights they see from other people. Trust me on this, no one’s life is as perfect as their Instagram feed. You’re comparing your behind-the-scenes life with someone else’s controlled reality.

Look at it in this perspective, people often portray what they want people to believe about them. Very rarely do they show a real glimpse into their true personal life or who they truly are. You don’t see what is going on in people’s lives behind the scenes nor do they show the unlovely and imperfect parts of their life. On social media most people tend to only share the best and good parts of their life and most of it is produced. No one posts their struggles, failures, and problems. Very few are real and authentic.

You see: A fashion blogger posting expensive wardrobe, lifestyle and luxurious car.

You don’t see: The over-the-top credit card bills and endless creditor calls for unpaid bills and massive debt.

You see: Perfect romantic and very in love couples #PerfectRelationship #CoupleGoals

You don’t see: The physical and emotional abuse. Constant arguing, disagreements, cheating and disrespect of a toxic relationship.

You see: United family enjoying vacations and memorable holidays.

You don’t see: Dysfunctional imperfect family with generations of trauma.

You see: An empowering boss achieving his/her goals.

You don’t see: The struggles, the sacrifices, those who underestimated and criticized them, the sleepless nights full of work, the tears of frustration, the self-doubt and self-sabotaging mindset.

You see: Fitness and health influencers posting perfect bikini bods and six packs.

You don’t see: Their insecurities, lack of confidence, the eating disorders they struggle with or the steroids they consume.

So, as you see…. Instagram isn’t a full reality. You are making a comparison on a small fraction of the story. Comparing is unfair and unjust to yourself.

We have different stories and timelines. Know that no one’s life is perfect. Till this day I still haven’t met anyone who has it all together. We all struggle and carry some kind of burden.

The truth is, although we compare, we don’t want other people’s lives we just want ours to be better so focus on your life. Inspire and motivate yourself to work harder for your goals and what you want. Be better than you were yesterday and focus on the good things in your life to develop yourself. People always tend to believe the grass is greener on the other side which has always been a negative comparison. Believe me, the grass is NEVER greener on the other side. Instead of focusing on others green grass focus on ours.

Though from the outside many people look like they have it all; the money, the perfect family or relationship, fame and success the truth is that’s a small percentage of their story. They have the same emotions, struggles and battles with insecurities and life.

Start thinking differently and develop your mindset to achieve the life that you want. Stop comparing yourself to others and realize YOU ARE ENOUGH.

Be Lovely, Be You

Charlene Gonzalez

Masterpiece Dress

When it’s 60 degrees in the winter you better be sure I’m going to take advantage so, I decided to rock my new favorite “Printed Ruched Midi dress” from A’Gaci. I love dresses! They are my favorite wardrobe staple. Dresses are classy, feminine, versatile and very flattering.

This A’gaci dress is beyond beautiful and elegant, the printed design is a work of art. It’s figure hugging and has a sexy side slit and it surely turns heads. This look requires minimal accessorizing and can be worn with a pair of strappy heels. This dress is a showstopper. If you’re crushing on this look as much as I am you can get the dress here: A’Gaci

Life Update: I’m still readjusting to the winter weather. I’ve become an official New Yorker who hibernates in the winter. I can’t wait for Spring; Rockland County is so beautiful. There’s so much to see, do and admire. I have been loving spending quality time with my grandma. Even though she’s 91 and very ill she’s always in a good mood constantly joking around.

Ok, I have to ask. Who other than me is obsessed with Becky G and Karol G’s new song “Mamii”? That song is an anthem and I have it on repeat. I think every woman has an ex or two they dedicate it too.

Just when you run out of things to watch on Netflix, they launch a new production that hooks and shocks you. If you haven’t seen the “Tinder Swindler” it’s a must see! I still can’t believe everything that man has done and how get got away with it all. If you watched it let me know what you thought.

Love you all so much. Until next time.

Be Lovely, Be You

Charlene Gonzalez